When do we say enough is enough?
When is the right time to DO something?
When is it okay to just part ways with things which bother us so much that it hurts us to even think about it.
People never stop to amaze you with their ideas and their ways of life. They seem to take you for granted more times then not. They seem to screw you over at times as well, but you still want to be there for them. You still keep your feelings aside and try and walk with them. Don't read this thinking oh my god, this guy is a douche. All of us have been there and you have to admit it.
Its that human instinct that messes us over. Our basic need to love and be loved which stands in our way, separating us from our own annihilation. Its that feeling that makes us want to help each other through our highs and lows.
And yet again, here I am, wondering if there's only so much a person can take! In my situation, its a step in the right direction and a freaking sprint in the other. It almost drives me CRAZY. Almost.
I know how to hold it together and I want to. The thing is, its a battle almost every day. A battle between what I want and what the other person wants. A battle between my love for someone and their own method of madness. It is tiring. Its exhausting even. So yeah, I won't stop fighting even if its very difficult, even if its an uphill battle.
Honestly, it feels like I've been chasing after a shadow and its almost fading away, but I can feel it trying to come back.
So what I think is, if the battle is worth it, you fight it.
As for me?? I'm almost there, a few more steps in this uphill battle. So I'm not going to back off now. Probably.. never.
